March 7th 2024

I feel myself drained

I know I'm tired and deep inside of me I also know that I want to quit so bad.
There are a bunch of things that I should have been doing but I just can´t and I'm scared - and starving, because I thought it was gonna be easier, like I'm not that important or special or smart as I believed.
And that's depressing cause then what am I supposed to do now... I can´t keep doing it like this. I must do something. 

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